and then I cried and all my tears were for dean
Notice how he’s more sad and hurt than angry when he mentions Cas letting him down, but he’s more angry than sad when he then mentions Sam. Seems very telling of the differences in how they let him down.
#I’m not crying I just have Dean Feels in my eye
#this fucking moment though #so glad Sam stood up to him in the end #Dean baby I love you and I understand #really I do #but you’re being a dick to Sam and you need to stop
What pisses me off though is that DEAN ONLY TALKS ABOUT THIS SHIT WHEN HE’S POSSESSED OR COERCED. Like my poor baby he can’t ever talk about anything that happened to him without either being under the influence of something else, or basically when someone (Garth or Sam) won’t let up and even then he tells the bare minimum.
This was like when Sam was possessed in the asylum ep in S1, they just get so angry and stand up to each other and it just WOULDN’T GO THIS FAR unless it had to and just. Goddamnit.